The incompetent payer

‎Let me tell you about the person who had ditch her responsibility for the payment. Her name is Kimberly Roca (if any, I should also disclosed her name as Kimberly Roca-Tolentino).

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‎We're going back to the past around November 2021. She had once ask me to help her by going for Cash Loan in Citibank (which it was merge with Union bank) and I agree that she can pay it fully within 3 years and it did. On the other day, I suppose to take a half-day but it takes more time than I imagine. Oh yeah, before Citibank, I open the checking account in BDO.

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‎Around August 2022, she is asking again for another to further the house building for about 3 years.

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‎Around The Rainy Months in 2024, she ask me to open the credit card to buy some furniture. And, I agree for it.

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‎As far as I remember, around 2025, I receive a call from the law office looking for her. There is only one truth here -- she owe bank so much a debt.

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‎Around August 2025, she had once again asking me for the cash loan because her father-in-law passed away. And, I wish to show the calculatiion to her. But, I gave up helping her. On the other day, she ask me to print the file which contains the resignation letter. I did send it to Laguna. She is said to resign on September 30. And, I want her to make sure that she is fully paying a debt but...

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‎On January 2026, she is started to decline on paying the Citiloan until February 24. And, oncr again, she is started to decline.

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‎Around April 2026, I can hardly contacted her. So, I posted that if she didn't pay within due date, I'll expose her secret. And, she did pay for Security Bank.

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‎On May, when I look at the circle picture after posting, it is blank. There is only truth here -- she had finally decline paying the Security Bank Credit Card. And, this is the last line she had dare to cross. I install the all to check the expenses. And, I can't believe what I was seeing. She misuse my credit card for Grab and TikTok. So, I lock it, then. There is no telling which crao she will be spending next.

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‎Asides from Makati, she is said that she had house on Cavite and Leyte. I wonder if she is paying a debt in Metrobank.

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‎This is the piece of secret that I'm exposing so far. It is regretful to help her that I already know that she cannot pay fully.

My Chapter for Idoneth Deepkin

 I have read the battletome of Idoneth Deepkin (Right after reading the lore in Soul Wars Core Book). As I read through, I realize that I'm like those guys. Wishing to be on my own. I have considered to share my past to that faction. And, preparing for the upcoming battle by practicing the dice roll for Namarti Reaver's "Whisper Bow: Storm Fire". But, that faction alone is not enough. When I find about the Fuethan who are put to blame by the rest of the Enclave, I realize that it happens to me when I was a student that day. Those scum puts a blame on me for their foolish reasons. I want to unleash that wrath when I see them in the tournament.

However, when I go to the casual game in Neutral Grounds (of course, I've been invited), those people seems nice. I don't have an enemy there. So, it is natural to lose the battle. Even, in the first Tournament.

After the tournament, I decided to go for Solo Play. But, I'm attempting to find opponent by Tabletop Simulator but in no avail. At the very least, I'm not very creative in the battlefield, either. Let alone the combat in the empty field for starter. I also buying White Dwarf Magazine to get me started for Solo Gaming. Also, to get to know the Mortal Realms.

I'll tell you the short story that I never forget. I remember the dream in the year 2011 where I've been drowned down the deep when I'm attempting to move slowly after playing a Playstation Game called "G Darius." As I fall into the deep, the person that I've long known had called traitor. It is true that I've betrayed that person and it was deserving that we part ways out of my realization. In my mother's side story, I overheard about her dream that where I had to go the edge of a ship. She was attempting to stop me from falling but, of course, she still hold my little brother. Well, I'm sure you can imagine what I've become. Perhaps dead.

In a months, I was planning to get both The Akhelian King, The Eidolon of Mathlann & Namarti Reaver. For Akhelian King & The Eidolon of Mathlann (The Aspect of the Storm), I'm planning for something to display it in my side during the Rainy Day... or night.

As I realize something, I've communicate with the spirit if is there any possible faction for me asides from Idoneth Deepkin. They are Lumineth Realm-lords & Orruk Warclans. These are the 2 of the 3 starting factions to me. So, I bought those two Digital Battletomes along with the "Broken Realms: Teclis."

Power... I need power

Power is what I need but not for the way of government. But, a magic and stuff. To protect or destroy. That was my desire when I was a high school. Back there, I was so curious with the book "Call Adonoi".

I don't remember anything about what's inside the book. But, I have my spent for the copy before I took it back to library then re-borrowed it until all the pages are complete.

But. now. The time passes. Maybe, I'm satisfied with the power I have. What I mean, is about dream stuff and something called "Intuition". The only thing I do is to put it up to work. I still have no knowledge with New Age but I still have a great interest in it. Even now. Most of all, is Astrology (Zodiac and Chinese Zodiac).

However, I bought a tarot deck one year ago due to interest in Persona Series. My brother use it for fortune telling. A months ago, I read the book of tarot (which it includes in the set of Tarot). After that, I try a simple spread based on the book I read. Sometimes, I don't understand it's meaning. Have I not say that I'm nothing without a book? Well, you read it now.

I also bought a book of Dream to study of each of it and some dictionary to find it's meanings as I dream of something strange. Write it in the Dream Journal (some of my writing should not be shown). I don't mean to manipulate but I mean to try refreshing my memory of what I dream so far even some of the event is incomplete.

The day I'm not suppose to go

Yesterday, I'm suppose to go there in SM Megamall even it was a day of sales. Because, I don't have anything to buy at all. However, I thought to tag along to take a chance for that day only because my maid will be left this Saturday and no one is going to watch over our house at all.

While we are at Megamall after dinner, just letting him look what he want. I'm not sure for myself if I should play arcade somehow but I refer to do some game developing process but I have to do the concept art for my one and only bullet hell character. The laughing matter only to me is, that my brother is teaching me to draw a full circle. Of course, we were at Starbucks just to find a place to stay for a while. While ordering a drink, I started to make a little process but not good enough. I have to give up for a time and somehow will open the Dev C++ to code something up for that game. Oh yeah, while trying to draw, I thought to listen to Cosio's music from My Happy Manner Book, "Step 2 Celebrity (Original Version)" to get me in process in drawing. I was trying to draw my selfy which the picture is shown below.

I was trying to draw the hair style of that character before I go to that clothe. After giving up, I started to think if I should be playing an arcade game but it seems I was running out of time. I kinda regret I never brought my game pad with me to play some arcade game since my brother mention "Giga Wing".

In my thought why I have no intention on going to Megamall at all, I have to stay focus on game developing. I have one project for PC and one project for Dingoo A320 (actually, I want it exclusive for Dingoo Native OS).

Find it strange

I find it strange when I'm trying to think about the cartoon. Mostly, after look a little of that "Garbage Pail Kids", it seems it doesn't suit my interest at all. Not any cartoons from the past at all. I'm also thinking about another cartoon character from Pound Puppies. Actually, the young girl named "Holly". It also makes me re-think of another Holly from the other world whose sided with the person named Steve who is in journey. Actually, it was base-on my past imagination when I was 4th Grader. My imaginative gameplay is based-on Super Mario Bros series and it was the time I never mention Valkyroid before.

Curiosity of the handheld and the graphics

Well, I do have a Dingoo A320 and it's been 1 year since I bought that console at the same day I bought a DSi XL (to use this handheld as musical instrument). Oh yeah, the color of my Dingoo A320 is black. The reason I wanted that handheld because it inspires with the first Playstation after seeing two 3D games (of course, with 3D graphics). I also try the other Dingoo games which it is 2D Graphics.
In the first after buying A320, my mind was empty and try find the way to put A320 into work buying making some game. I did download an SDK for A320. Like I said, my mind was empty and no clue what game should I make for that platform until, now, I have an idea. That idea is based-on the games such as Persona 4 Arena, Valkyrie Profile, Tales Series and Fortune Summoners. However, I will get on to it when I feel lazy thinking the other project asides this one. Of course, most of my ideas are still pending. Only one is still in the process. That game is for PC for now.

Plenty Documents each game project but lack of graphics

Well, you know what I mean. I'm kinda good of programming but too lazy to make graphics. Well, even I'm like this, I just can't stay like this and do nothing for graphics. So, I have to struggle on making a Sprite Graphics since I am willing to compose music for my own games, anyway. That same goes to storytelling as well.

Well, I know it's nonsense for someone who read this blog but I said I'm too lazy for graphics making but will have to do my best, anyway. Honestly, I wish to follow the sole developer's example they have set so far.